it's complicated

it's been a long long time since i've last blogged. about 10 months?

i've been wanting to blog, but didn't manage to get round to it.

so why now? cos i need something to distract me before i send another sms that i shouldn't.

life is so transient, isn't it? things can be beautiful & rosy one minute, and everything can turn topsy-turvy in the next. just when i thought life is better alone, just when i've finally found the equilibrium i've worked so hard to achieve, a chance meeting changed everything.

when i was based in hong kong, i flew around pretty often. sure, i had fellow passengers make small talk to me, but it was just small talk, and no one sparked any interest in me. and then i started in my new job last december (yes, it happened many months ago) and i had to travel to kuala lumpur for training. and so on the shortest possible flight route from singapore to anywhere, i met someone.

and from then, it has been a roller coaster ride. and i'm feeling so drained.

why must life & love be so complicated?

maybe some day i'll blog about what went on... but not today...